Sparky Blogs

It's melodramatic, I'm sorry. And I shall also sincerely apologise in advance for talking like a nerd in the coming paragraphs. I failed a test for the first time. You know, it kind of it me real hard. The thing is I studied hard for it. I... Ugh, I just don't know what more to do about it. You might be saying, "that's ok! It's just one test it's not the end of the world. You have plenty more tests until the super scary public exam you're gonna take!" Well, everyone else, they have 2 more years. Me? I'm planning to go overseas in about a year's time. Tests I take this year are extremely important to promise me a good school. With a failed test, I don't think I'm going anywhere... Sparky x

I'm sorry to those who clicked in here thinking it's a happy post. Smiling. It's the best way to stop yourself from bursting into tears in front of people. You smile, you laugh, hoping it's enough to convince others that you're okay, that everything is fine. It's when you're alone, then you realize, you can never lie to yourself. I know a lot of people do that, but I sincerely encourage you not to. (I know, I know, I myself am doing that at this very moment but still) Let's try this together. Let your emotions show. Sparky x