Sparky Blogs

(I was gonna write this last night, but I was really sleepy). Basically, I was quite productive yesterday:) I haven't been this productive since... MARCH 2020 LMAO. It feels really really good to reach the goal I set for myself. It may be boring as heck in the process but the satisfaction you get afterwards is, so good. Trust me. Anyways, fingers crossed I can keep this up. #recreatemarch2020 LET'S GO. Sparky x Ps. I've started the productivity challenge;) @/nella Waiting for you to start too

So, had a casual deep talk with Megan about dreams and stuff. It's a long story how we got to this topic, but talking about it was a lot less scary than what I expected. (Maybe cause Megan was in a super happy mood. I haven't heard her sound so happy in a long time). She doesn't read this blog. To be honest, she's kind of like a sibling to me. We've had our quarrels (kinda) and we know each other so well, like that time I could hear from her voice that she cried even though it was a few hours ago. We're not that involved in each other's lives anymore, but I know that she's... there. Oof, way off topic, back to dreams. We both have our kind-of-secret dream jobs (well, she has a new one. don't know how long it's gonna last tho lol) but, you know, dream jobs are often like low paid and hard to get. I guess we'll just have to wait and see where our paths takes us.:)) Sparky x

People. When I was little, I didn't see people as... people. I didn't see them as humans. It'll make sense in a moment. These few years, I feel like I've grown a lot mentally(?). I think a lot more than I used to, which is of course, very normal. For example, my parents. When I was little, yes, I knew a lot about them: their likes and dislikes, their parenting style (lol), what they expect from me, etc. But little did I know, I didn't fully know  them at the time. Well, I still don't, but I think I know a lot more about them now, as in their personality and their weaknesses. And I kind of realise, at the end of the day, we're all human. We all have our weaknesses. Our personalities can be so so different. I'll be honest. You know we should never blindly follow and agree to seniors? Well, young me always listened to seniors, whether it's my parents, teachers, aunts and uncles. I had never thought that they could be  wrong. Again, I have no idea where...