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Tiring

Okay, so about the following thing, um, one of them knows about this blog, but I doubt she'd read this. If you're reading, hi, please don't dm me about this, just... pretend you didn't read this, okay? So, me and another two friends are kind of a mini-squad. I'm not even gonna say their fake names cause it'd be kinda awkward for her if she does read this, which I hope she doesn't, even if she does that's still fine. They have a lot more in common than I do with them. They both like the same styles of things, same hobbies, same idols, similar clothing tastes, and photo-taking styles? While I... I'm not really that style. Out of those two friends, I spent a lot of time with one of them during the summer, while the other... we're very good friends, but we kind of have awkward silences... quite frequently too. Maybe it's just me feeling awkward but- I try to text her more or like find topics that we're both interested in to talk about wit...

Stress free?

Because of the coronavirus (please be safe everyone), we have school suspension for an entire month. I originally thought it'd be a stress-free period (as in the stress from overthinking). Turns out, I was wrong. For some reason, I feel more stressful and I overthink even more. I've forgotten that I tend to overwhelm myself with activities all the time so I have less time to overthink, so now that I have no activities whatsoever (except for studying), I have too much "free" time. Sigh. Sparky x