Tiring
Okay, so about the following thing, um, one of them knows about this blog, but I doubt she'd read this. If you're reading, hi, please don't dm me about this, just... pretend you didn't read this, okay?
So, me and another two friends are kind of a mini-squad. I'm not even gonna say their fake names cause it'd be kinda awkward for her if she does read this, which I hope she doesn't, even if she does that's still fine. They have a lot more in common than I do with them. They both like the same styles of things, same hobbies, same idols, similar clothing tastes, and photo-taking styles? While I... I'm not really that style.
Out of those two friends, I spent a lot of time with one of them during the summer, while the other... we're very good friends, but we kind of have awkward silences... quite frequently too. Maybe it's just me feeling awkward but- I try to text her more or like find topics that we're both interested in to talk about with her. (We've known each other longer than the other friend, but we're both closer to the other friend? I'm sorry if I'm not making any sense. This is why I use fake names normally)
Anyways, yea, I just... Yea... When we go out together and they talk about stuff I'm not interested in or don't know about, it's kinda awkward.
We were all in the same class last year, but this year they're in the same class and I'm not with them, so this makes it even worse. Okay, I'm sorry, I love both of you, but it's just sometimes tiring.
Sparky x
So, me and another two friends are kind of a mini-squad. I'm not even gonna say their fake names cause it'd be kinda awkward for her if she does read this, which I hope she doesn't, even if she does that's still fine. They have a lot more in common than I do with them. They both like the same styles of things, same hobbies, same idols, similar clothing tastes, and photo-taking styles? While I... I'm not really that style.
Out of those two friends, I spent a lot of time with one of them during the summer, while the other... we're very good friends, but we kind of have awkward silences... quite frequently too. Maybe it's just me feeling awkward but- I try to text her more or like find topics that we're both interested in to talk about with her. (We've known each other longer than the other friend, but we're both closer to the other friend? I'm sorry if I'm not making any sense. This is why I use fake names normally)
Anyways, yea, I just... Yea... When we go out together and they talk about stuff I'm not interested in or don't know about, it's kinda awkward.
We were all in the same class last year, but this year they're in the same class and I'm not with them, so this makes it even worse. Okay, I'm sorry, I love both of you, but it's just sometimes tiring.
Sparky x
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