Sparky Blogs

WORDS CAN'T EXPLAIN HOW THANKFUL I AM TO HAVE PAIGE AND ALEXIS IN BIOLOGY. Okay, after they walked up to the lab with me and sat with me on Tuesday, I thought "oh, maybe it's like a one-time thing". Also, I've never even talked to Alexis except in  group discussions. BUT TODAY, they did the same. Alexis and I even TALKED a little bit. (Might not seem like a big deal but to me it kind of is????) I've always had this perception that um... these people (as in upper class, popular squad people) might not care that much, but, turns out some of them do (I think) and I'm grateful for that. See? I'm doubting them again. I guess not ALL popular people are um yea. I can't thank you in person, Paige and Alexis, cause it'd be way to awkward and weird. (Or maybe you weren't even trying and things just fell in place??? Idk) But anyhow THANK YOU SO MUCH TAT Sparky x Ps I'm still anxious but not that much anymore

Hm... Megan confuses me sometimes. (All the time?) I completely understand we all have our own group of friends, but maybe it'd be better if you tell me before you ditch me? I mean, you asked if we could sit together in Biology in the beginning of the term, and now you act like I'm not in that class? Lmao. I thought I was being dramatic and too sensitive at first, like I always am. But, I'm pretty sure Paige and Alexis felt it too. (You probably don't remember these names. I myself had to go look in my old blog posts cause I forgot their fake names too. They're friends with Megan. I'm not really close with them but I talk to Paige occasionally.) They probably saw me walk to class alone, sit in class alone, and walk back to my classroom alone last time. I was still spinning around in a circle trying to fidn a seat when half the class already sat down with their little group of friends. Today, they dragged me along when they went up to the lab. Alexis made it kind...