Sparky Blogs

Throughout my many years of living life, one of the things I struggle to learn is to choose my words wisely. I sometimes find myself too blunt and honest or make a joke that goes just a little too far. I have an Aries sun (yes I'm an astrology nerd). I take competition and winning way too seriously it's weird. For example if I'm flirting (THIS IS JUST AN EXAMPLE) and that person says something that isn't correct, I'd correct them immediately. This kind of results in an awkward conversation. I do these things without thinking cause they just slip out of my mouth (or my fingertips on my phone I guess). And yes, I have, in the past, be too blunt when talking to a group of friends. They all kinda fell silent and i winced when I realised I shouldn't have said that. Oh, and, I noticed that it happens mostly when I'm nervous and want to make myself presentable. Perhaps I'm not self conscious enough when I'm nervous? Anyways, this is a lesson I m...

This daily life post is gonna be about these few weeks I guess. I've been getting along fine with my class. Although, our class is relatively... hm how do I say this. Basically it's all about squads. People from different squads don't really communicate with each other. People like me and Brooklyn (yes, new character yay! I've known her for a few years, briefly, and now we get to spend 3 years together!), we don't belong in a squad. We're like delocalised electrons (I like science jokes soz). We are friends with the people individually from the squads, but when they're all together, we can't really fit in. You might think: Well, that's fine! You have each other! But unfortunately, there's this girl who clings onto Brooklyn. Most of the class, including me, don't really like her. She's bitchy, but the kind where she pretends to be goody-two-shoes, which is even more disgusting. Brooklyn doesn't hate her, well sometimes, but...