Sparky Blogs

So um, Megan and I had a long deep talk. At first we were like really really happy talking about stuff that happened in primary and how we miss it so much. But then we started talking about our future plans. Some unsafe stuff is happening here where we live, and it's better for us to move to like another country. It's so fucking hard to imagine what life would be like in the future. I'm gonna go to the uk on my own for like 2years of high school and then uni and then what? I live there for the rest of my life? But my parents will probably live in another country. All my friends from home, well, 'home'. Of course, there may be some of them who're going to the uk as well but- And, both our dads are super stressed out. Not only are we worried about their mental state, but they also create this dark and gloomy atmosphere at home. Also, my dad hasn't gotten salary for 2 months. Corona fucking virus. Not flexing I promise but: my parents used to say that 'mone...

Wow, 2 posts today. I used to hate this word and the meaning of it - bittersweet. I used to think: Ew, no, I only want sweet. No butter please. But these days, I feel like bittersweet has its own charm. Bittersweet endings can actually be so satisfying. Like: it could've been 'meant to be', but the timing was just a little off. Is that oddly satisfying or is it just me? Sparky x

You know, I've never been those typical pink, makeup, barbie girly girl. It's not like I don't like being physically um better looking, I do want that, but I guess I'm just too lazy to do so. For example, skin care(??). Some of my friends use face masks often and like put on different kinds of lotion or moisturiser, etc. I do want decent skin but I just... forget about it lol. Plus, I study in a girls school so there's no point. My mom told me that this might change when I start seeing guys lol. Hm, I might start doing some skincare routines. Sparky x