4th June, 2020

WORDS CAN'T EXPLAIN HOW THANKFUL I AM TO HAVE PAIGE AND ALEXIS IN BIOLOGY.

Okay, after they walked up to the lab with me and sat with me on Tuesday, I thought "oh, maybe it's like a one-time thing". Also, I've never even talked to Alexis except in group discussions. BUT TODAY, they did the same. Alexis and I even TALKED a little bit. (Might not seem like a big deal but to me it kind of is????)

I've always had this perception that um... these people (as in upper class, popular squad people) might not care that much, but, turns out some of them do (I think) and I'm grateful for that. See? I'm doubting them again. I guess not ALL popular people are um yea. I can't thank you in person, Paige and Alexis, cause it'd be way to awkward and weird. (Or maybe you weren't even trying and things just fell in place??? Idk) But anyhow THANK YOU SO MUCH TAT

Sparky x

Ps I'm still anxious but not that much anymore

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