Routines

I absolutely hate routines. I'm the kind of person who loves freedom and hates doing the same thing over and over again. But the problem is there are so many routines in our daily life. Every day we wake up we brush our teeth, have breakfast, go to school and have the same lessons every single week, then we have lunch, have more lessons, go back home, do work and sleep. I find routines so boring it feels like I'm in jail. I also hate being told what to do. I like to have things my way, which doesn't mean I'm bossy. I accept other ways of doing things but it makes me feel stressed. I'm still learning how to accept this lifestyle and not put pressure on myself because I'm not in control of my life. It's a challenge to me.

Sparky x

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