Perfect

Nobody's perfect. It's true, isn't it? It's impossible to be perfect. Everyone makes mistakes. Why can't I accept that? I'm terrified of making mistakes. I force myself to be good at everything. Of course, it's not possible at all, so I end up beating myself up for it. I'd blame myself for making mistakes. I try to not make it as big of a deal as I think it is in front of people, but the more I try to make it sound casual, the more people may think I'm not treating things seriously.

Well, I guess it's part of my personality. I'd love to try and embrace it, accept that human makes mistakes, but I don't know how.

Sparky x

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