Here we go again

Summer holidays have been fine. I'm dreading for school to start though. Hello again, stress and anxiety.

So today I got a notice about which class I'm going to be in for the coming 3 YEARS and whos gonna be in my class. Turns out, I'm not familiar with most people. I mean I know some of them, but they're like hi-bye friends. Not even hi-bye, prolly polite-smile friends.

There are so many what-ifs in my mind right now. What if I don't make any friends? What if I get left out when we need to get in groups?

I really should worry less, but then I can't help worrying. Welp. At least I know this blog makes me happier. It's my greatest weapon against anxiety. Okay I should really sleep now it's 1:40am.

Sparky x

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