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I really don't know how to write this entry but it has been a tough time for me. Finding who I am and learning to not judge myself. It's part of growing up I guess... And yes it's 00:46am right now. I'm mentally tired as hell. I cant help judging myself.

Special thanks to Sky- I'm actually gonna change her name, don't ask why. Special thanks to Rain for not judging me and being there for me <3

Who am I when I don't know myself (-5sos invisible)

Sparky x

Ps I'm sorry if you've finished reading and you're confused. I'm not exactly comfortable to share this um thing in detail on here. I love and trust you guys a lot but this time it's very private. I hope you understand and have a nice day!

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