Re: Long story

'Long story' is a post from a few months ago, which I archived. Only three people knew about it. I'm still not comfortable to put it back out, but here's an update. Well, not an update on the incident (it has been postponed to the next academic year) It's actually an update on me about that... specific thing in that mess.

Megan told me it was just a phase. I trust her and she's right. I don't feel much now. Even though, yes I did do what I said I would do in the last few lines of the post, but it's actually... fine?

I've decided to tell her like, just before I lift off when I go studying overseas. So that when I come back it'd be a distant memory / faded history and there are no awkward feelings. Yes.

Sparky x

Ps it's such a me thing to plan on doing something super small ages ago (eg posting 'I am sixteen going on seventeen' on my sixteenth birthday, which is about 2 months later. I planned this 2 years ago lmfao)

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