Sigh (this is a bad sigh)

Throughout the years of my life, I haven't been good at much things. The only thing I've been a little better at is singing. I've loved singing since a young age. I also have an account on instagram to post my covers on.

Singing is my thing.

Until one day, when my mum and I were talking, she said she actually doesn't think I sing that well.

It was just a comment. From mother. She was probably just honest. That's what I was afraid of though. She was honest. This has been stuck in my head for a 2 months now already. I'm not that good at singing. I'm not that good at singing. People probably follow my singing account just because they're nice. I should stop posting so I don't hurt any more ears.

I've never posted since then. I want to. I recorded quite a few songs, but that confidence is lost. I don't know when or how it'll come back.

Am I overly sensitive or do I really not sing well. Sigh. I really am not good at anything.

Sparky x

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