Proud

If you ask me what I'm proud of the most of myself, for some strange reason, I'd say my blog.

I've thought about that. I've thought about why I'm so proud of this blog. Here are some possible reasons:

1. The purpose of this blog
I originally started this blog to satisfy my love of writing. (And also because Zoella writes a blog and I loved her so much back then) (And also because the girl in Zoella's book Girl Online, which is still one of my favourite series, writes a blog as well). Okay, so I had high hopes at the beginning. One thing I had to keep in mind was that NO ONE reads blogs nowadays. So I quickly figured that this would be just for fun. Just for myself and my friends to see. And now I'm achieving that with every post. This is why I feel satisfied.

2. Still the purpose of this blog... well, kind of
It was around the time I started this blog when I realised I had mild anxiety. At the time, writing in my blog felt amazing. It really felt like I was in another dimension. Although I was still talking about the sad and stressful stuffs that happened in real life, this blog made me feel a lot lot better. (Along with the support from my friends, love you guys x) And now, I feel a difference. I'm not even joking, I genuinely do feel it. I feel better.

So even though, this blog doesn't have thousands of views and comments and stuff, it's still my favourite place in the entire world. Thank you, blog.

Sparky x

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