Midnight Writing #3

Wow. I haven't done one of these in absolutely ages. I didn't know why I added this, um, category. I'm currently trying to type on my laptop really softly cause my parents are asleep and if they find out I'm still awake, I'll be dead. But, my laptop is on 5% so I might just switch to my phone.

Ah, much better. (Although it kills vibe, sad face) Anyhow, yes, I didn't know what to post on this category for quite a while, but I do now.

In the past Midnight Writings, I talked about how I was super afraid of the dark and being alone in the room. I used to really enjoy company, until I realised that has changed a little bit.

There were a few times, (including today actually), when I came out of the shower at 12am, both my parents were asleep. 2-years-ago me would probably freak out, but now, I get kinda happy about it?

The thing I love about this is: No one is judging me right now. It's just me. I can lower my defences for a while and do whatever I like without other people throwing comments around. So here I am, happily typing away cause I'm doing what I like to do and no one's here to judge me for it.

Sparky x

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