Aha

 Ugh.

Can't wait to see you, Rain.

So much Student Association event prep is going on right now, and I'm in charge of quite a large part (to me it's large, at least).

I've just finished all my school interviews and I only have 3 more papers to go next week.

Trying to balance SA stuff and my own life has been so so so so so darn difficult. I feel like my life is falling apart a little, but I don't want to be a free rider on SA business either. Plus, I probably know the most about the upcoming event in different areas, so (I explained this terribly. It might be because it's almost 1:30am or I'm just a chaotic person in general. Might be both.) 

So in this situation, the only thing I can sacrifice is my sleep:D Damn, now I sound like I'm trying to tell yall how ✨noble✨ I am, which I'm NOT, cause I know everyone's trying to strike a good balance, so it's not just me who's struggling these days. I'm just... yea, struggling.

Sparky x

Ps, ^as I said, many people are struggling these days, and I don't want to talk to them about stressful stuffs cause I know the negativity we all have will just add onto each other's um stress(???) Soooo- Tbh idk why I need to say this but aha, that's that sisters

Pps. It's totally okay if you want to talk to me about your stress. I wasn't saying I don't want you to, up there. Oh look, what a chaotic post this is

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