Thoughts

Thoughts.

That's all this blog has been about actually. My thoughts.

I was talking to Nella the other day, about my blog, and she says I think a lot. I do think a lot. I think about the past. I think about the present. I think about the future. I think about imaginary scenarios. I experience a lot from thinking, actually.

One thing I don't really like about that is when my imagination runs too wild. Sometimes, I create imaginary scenarios of occasions that are gonna happen in the future, and sometimes, my imagined events are simply too good to be true. What happens next? Well, I'd be disappointed when the event turns out to be less than I imagined it to be. Even though I know very well that my imaginary scenarios probably won't happen, I still feel the disappointment.

I remember one time, it was a couple of years ago. Our class in primary school were having a reunion party. Coincidentally, at that time, my primary school crush and I started texting again. I remember starting to imagine like a thousand scenarios that might happen during the party weeks before. (None of them too insane, don't worry. They might be something like, what if I happen to sit next to him when we eat or like what if we all played a game that requires physical contact or something. It's only natural to imagine these stuff, but I do it very very very excessively.) But, alas, you've probably guessed it, nothing happened. Probably just made eye contact a couple of times or something, and I was kind of disappointed.

Oops, this post has kind of turned into a story post.

Sparky x