17th March, 2021

Updateeee!!!!

I haven't been here for a looong long time. And I'm pretty sure that's kind of a good thing(?). This means that I'm not s t r e s s e d as heck or like I'm not just randomly sad for no reason. These days, I tend to only get sad or angry when something happens.

Brooklyn said I've changed for the better, by acting who I actually am (instead of trying to impress people, I guess:)) And I'm very very happy to hear that!!!!

Honestly, online school has helped a lot lot. Although we still have to socialise physically when we leave school and stuff for business purposes, at least I have a bunch of coping methods ready:)

Oh, one more thing, I've discovered that I can recover much more quickly than I use to. Even though I can get really really REALLY emotional in a couple of seconds, it usually (well, these days at least) takes a short period of time for me to calm down and convince myself that it will be ok:D

Anyways, self care. Yes, I'm talking to you. Take a break when you need to, drink water, love yourself, and I'll see you later:) bye!

Sparky x

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