Emotions. Complicated.

This is complicated.

This post is going to be complicated because emotions itself is complicated.

You know when you feel nothing? Well, I don't know if it's the right way to say it but you don't feel happy nor unhappy. But then again, can we really feel nothing?

I was reading fanfiction (again) and the protagonist doesn't have any friends. But it says that he chooses to not have friends. Yet when he wakes up, he went 'good morning to me, I guess.' So I was like, okay, does he or does he not feel lonely. My brain started processing it like it's some kind of literature work, thinking about what the 'correct answer' would be. But like, in reality, there is no correct answer- or should I say, there is no incorrect answer. You feel what you feel, that's a fact. Even if it might be contradicting... right?

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Or the writer just wrote it really badly and I'm overthinking it. Anywho. Have a nice day:)

Sparky x