Re: Emotions. Complicated.

Sometimes I get overwhelmed with emotions. So many feelings, mixed. Like last night.

Unmotivated. But slightly motivated, I guess. Stressed. Touched. Anxious. Determined. Strong feelings for a minute, numb for another.

It's almost like a mental headache. My stomach felt really heavy. I hate this.

I couldn't fall asleep. It has been a long time since this last happened to me - tossing and turning in bed with my eyes wide open.

I've said this before in one of my first posts on here: How do people block off their feelings?

Sparky x

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