Different

Texting and irl is... very different.

Maybe when you're texting, you have this gigantic empty space to imagine shit, so you imagine. The tones, the emotion the other person has, how their facial expression changes, their body language...

I guess I rely on these things a lot, to decide what I should say next, or how I feel about the conversation. So texting, when all these things are taken away, it's like shutting your eyes, clogging your nose and mouth, and being left with only your ears to hear shit and not interact with it in a more dimensional way(?

Your imagination could be 'better' than the reality, and you'd be disappointed, or the other way round.

It's just... very different and I'm not sure if I like it.

Sparky x


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