Lists

(I wrote this at school)

When I read the Dreamnotfound fanfiction series Dreamland: Helium, dl!Dream writes lists to calm himself down. I remember thinking: that sounds fun! And then moved on.

Until this morning, when I was walking to school, I thought about it (I forgot we triggered me to but I just did lol). The more I think about it, I realise, I write lots of lists too. I didn't notice until now but I do it more often than I thought I did. And then I mentally made a list of lists I've made:

- bucket list

- things I hate

- places I want to visit before I go to the UK

- songs to record

- ranking One Direction songs

- songs I can rap to

- songs that remind me of a certain period of my life

- my instagram accounts

- streams to watch

- things I want to learn/have learnt

- things I like to draw

- songs I relate to the most

I used to make lists when I was little as well

- names of my stuffed animals

- members of my imaginary clubhouse

I don't know if it calms me though. Wait, no, nevermind, it does. I just realised I'm listing lists right now because we have two tests coming up today and I'm stressed. I guess I do make lists when I'm stressed, which is funny because I'm an unorganised bitch. I make lists to destress, not to organise KJFSKJ--

Sparky x