13 September, 2021

Hey! Just a short little update here because it's been ages since I've posted (I've missed yall). So. I've been settling okay! Made a few friends. (Been through homesick times where I cried for 2 hours nonstop, record high for me yay). But right now I'm okay.

I'm sorry if I offend anyone but I'm so grateful to be able to study stuff I'm interested in. It just gives me so so much motivation. To the extent where I review everything I learnt daily before bed. I would NEVER have done anything CLOSE to that back at my old school. I'm so so SO grateful for that and would never take it for granted<3 Thank you so much, mom and dad:)

There's also this... thing. Uhm. I'm talking to this guy and most of yall reading this will know who I'm referring to. Let me give him his blog name... (I'm not gonna use Noah, even though it's my favourite guy name, because what if things don't work out then I'd waste this name on my blog HAHAH)... Asher. His blog name is Asher.

So, for context I'll explain very briefly, I met Asher when we were in primary school, at like 11 or something and we " d a t e d ". It wasn't anything like dating lmao it was just dumb but- Basically, we didn't talk for like 4 years and just before I flew to the UK, we started talking again. (Long story.) He came to the airport that night, before my flight.

We talked- We've been talking daily ever since, some days for a longer period of time, some shorter. And... it's obvious we're not just friends. I don't think we can ever be   j u s t   f r i e n d s. This sounds dumb when I say it out loud but, yea. But uhm, he's all the way over there and I'm all the way over here in the UK. I have no idea what to do with this. I've asked for advice, from a couple of friends, and the one advice I took, from Brooklyn, is to go with the flow. If it's meant to be then it'll find a way. If not, then it's not meant to be.

Sparky x